lifetime migraine

i have a lifetime migraine

sometimes it's on my left

sometimes it's on my right

but either way i want to die

when it's on my left, i go insane

thoughts and analysis scramble my brain

i feel robotic, the shit is chronic

i call for help, but my words are supersonic

when it's on my right, i feel insane

happy one hour before i start to feel sour

i hate myself, the shit is chronic

i cant call for help cause mood change is supersonic

hopin one day i learn to balance it out

both sides of my mind are always clouded with doubt

on the interior i got a scream to get out

hopin one day i learn to open the spout